pagi yang agk sunyi, kelam dan sejuk ,
kt sini ujan renyai-renyai seakan pham duka di hati aq ni..brite yg aq dpt jus now .. memg lah aq tekejut... ermm knpae dgn korg ? ape mslh korg ?? tp ape yg aq taw.. mesti ade sumthink dsebalik yg tejadi. dan itu, hnya korg yg lebih tahu an , sebb korg yang alami... aq, jus hanya boleh dpt ckp atau sedikit nasihat ape yg bole diluahkan... knpe aq nges >> knpe aq yg emo ??knpe aq besedeyh dgr brite korg? knpe dgn aq?? sebab aq syg korg dan pada aq,,, nilai kasih sayang dan cinta yg kite dapt amatlah tinggi dan rugilah kalaw kite xhargai dan jaganye dgn elok.. lagipun ...perpisahan itu sagtlah pedih dan sakit...aq ttaw nape kaw bole tenag...xpelah... mybe ade sebab an??sebab hal ni pun korg je taw ape punca....tpi pada aq.perpisahan bukanlah satu jalan yg terbaik dalam penyelesaian..masih ade jalan lagi kan. korg masih bole lagi berbincang...korg semua da besa... setakat dduk slow talk dan bincang elok... xde hal an ?pecayalah mesti ade sinar utk korg. mungkin korg skrg tgah dalam dilema, dan masing tengah buntu...aq juga tak sempurna. aq jugak gado..kadg2 kiteorg lalui saat yg pling teruk, tpi korg bole tpikir tak cmane bole kiteorg lalui semua tu >>> ??kalau kami bole,, korg mesti lagi bole kan ?? salah sorg mestilah jd api & air.. dua2 xbole ego...kalaulah korg dapt kenang blik saat indh korg blik,,aq ykin korg mesti mnyesal dgn keputusan singkat ne..lastly, aq na minxmff.. kalau ade tkasa bhase n sebenanyer aq xlayak na masuk cmpur... i love u both. dats y i concern.aq xsempurna... xpndai nak bekate-kate.aq tulis semua ni bukan na desak korg renew blik..but it jus, uhhh [sigh] ....
aq taw korg bole selamatkan ship ne blik...
to sis : kaw yakin k ade insan yg lebih baik dri dye ???yg bole syg kaw, nsihat kaw,, jge kaw,,, cmane fud jage kaw ?? ade taaa?? jus ingt la blik jibaok da black story kaw yg dulu tu.. kaw nak menda 2 berulang lagi ker??xna an...pada aq 2 da ckup untuk mewatkan kaw hargai fud..jus think it again . buang ego tu jauh jauh.. jgn ikutkan sgt hati...mungkin dye wtcmni... ade sbabnya.. Hargailah Org Yg Syg kt kite.. never look ur back...lau leyh ubahla pergai yg kaw ase dye xsuke 2 oke,,,,setiap org ade thap sabar an..law xdye xkan xm tu an ?
to fud : my big bro . everyone make mistake rite ?? no body perfect . my sis 2 memg kdg ade noty ckit.. tp caye la dlm sudut hti dye still ade fud.even dye ckp yg negatif.. but i noe he better.. ketahuilah kdg perempuan ni tak reti na express saloo ape yg dalam hati dye... so, jus explore it deeply.sis, he's the one the shoulders u can cry on ..
to sis & fud : so untuk next year, ade na celebrate cmni lagi tak ??? suprise tok yati... suprise tok fud...korg tak rindu ke saat manis besama >?karaoke same-same, bling tepung ke hape...mkn kek tiup lilin sama. u awes get together.,,happy , no more tears . dont u miss dat ??
to fud : 'A Picture Worth A Thousand Words', remember dat ??aq ykin ayt tu mesti masih sgar lagi kan. everything happen 4 a reason.. but,, for ur ending, ...... !! its so unfair :(
to u both : cube kenang blik saat bhagia korg besama... tak banyk ,, ckit pun jadi la an...mase sepanjg korg kat melaka..korg na buang kenangan 2 cm 2 jek ke?? bialah kite menyesal skrg, jd menyesal nnti .....u guys need to talk..
to u both again : comelkan gamba ni? aneh tak?? sis,, aq ykin one day kaw msti rindu dgn keanehan yg dye ade,,, n tok c.fud .. mesti rindoo dgn telatah nkal sis aq nih an...
kdg2 aq cemburu dgn ship korg spnjag korg besama... he so lovely ...ok sis?? kaw je xnmpak...beza dgn fad,, if kaw kate xmatured lagi... fad 2 double triple xmtang,,, setiap ape yg jadi ade hikmahnya...insyaallah .u meant together,,, cume skrg u all need a space rite..aq xsuke korg cmni.. hope ending korg tak cmni...cmne aq leyh nges bgai nak rak ? aq xbole tgok aq bhagia..sdgkan yg lain.... tgah drundum masalh... ;(
(Two Is Better Than One ...)
lagu aq tuju tok korg :
When Ur Gone - Avril Lavigne
Tak Kan Pernah Ada - Geisha
C.I.N.T.A - d' Bagindas
[When Youre Gone ]
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
[ read it piecely , sing it deeply, every words suit with u, ]
FUDEYE7 & CLAANSHAY
my last words, maapla ye curik pic korg tnpe izin... it jus want u refresh ur ur happy memories, all those sweet 4 me...tok skrg..korg bnyak2kan bedoa..mintk petunjuk...korg need a space..ruang untuk befikir, ruang untuk masing2 fikirkan kesilapan masing2...cayelah... kemelut yg cmni..mkin memtagkn ship korg..
im not perfect too :|..
i
kt sini ujan renyai-renyai seakan pham duka di hati aq ni..brite yg aq dpt jus now .. memg lah aq tekejut... ermm knpae dgn korg ? ape mslh korg ?? tp ape yg aq taw.. mesti ade sumthink dsebalik yg tejadi. dan itu, hnya korg yg lebih tahu an , sebb korg yang alami... aq, jus hanya boleh dpt ckp atau sedikit nasihat ape yg bole diluahkan... knpe aq nges >> knpe aq yg emo ??knpe aq besedeyh dgr brite korg? knpe dgn aq?? sebab aq syg korg dan pada aq,,, nilai kasih sayang dan cinta yg kite dapt amatlah tinggi dan rugilah kalaw kite xhargai dan jaganye dgn elok.. lagipun ...perpisahan itu sagtlah pedih dan sakit...aq ttaw nape kaw bole tenag...xpelah... mybe ade sebab an??sebab hal ni pun korg je taw ape punca....tpi pada aq.perpisahan bukanlah satu jalan yg terbaik dalam penyelesaian..masih ade jalan lagi kan. korg masih bole lagi berbincang...korg semua da besa... setakat dduk slow talk dan bincang elok... xde hal an ?pecayalah mesti ade sinar utk korg. mungkin korg skrg tgah dalam dilema, dan masing tengah buntu...aq juga tak sempurna. aq jugak gado..kadg2 kiteorg lalui saat yg pling teruk, tpi korg bole tpikir tak cmane bole kiteorg lalui semua tu >>> ??kalau kami bole,, korg mesti lagi bole kan ?? salah sorg mestilah jd api & air.. dua2 xbole ego...kalaulah korg dapt kenang blik saat indh korg blik,,aq ykin korg mesti mnyesal dgn keputusan singkat ne..lastly, aq na minxmff.. kalau ade tkasa bhase n sebenanyer aq xlayak na masuk cmpur... i love u both. dats y i concern.aq xsempurna... xpndai nak bekate-kate.aq tulis semua ni bukan na desak korg renew blik..but it jus, uhhh [sigh] ....
aq taw korg bole selamatkan ship ne blik...
to sis : kaw yakin k ade insan yg lebih baik dri dye ???yg bole syg kaw, nsihat kaw,, jge kaw,,, cmane fud jage kaw ?? ade taaa?? jus ingt la blik jibaok da black story kaw yg dulu tu.. kaw nak menda 2 berulang lagi ker??xna an...pada aq 2 da ckup untuk mewatkan kaw hargai fud..jus think it again . buang ego tu jauh jauh.. jgn ikutkan sgt hati...mungkin dye wtcmni... ade sbabnya.. Hargailah Org Yg Syg kt kite.. never look ur back...lau leyh ubahla pergai yg kaw ase dye xsuke 2 oke,,,,setiap org ade thap sabar an..law xdye xkan xm tu an ?
to fud : my big bro . everyone make mistake rite ?? no body perfect . my sis 2 memg kdg ade noty ckit.. tp caye la dlm sudut hti dye still ade fud.even dye ckp yg negatif.. but i noe he better.. ketahuilah kdg perempuan ni tak reti na express saloo ape yg dalam hati dye... so, jus explore it deeply.sis, he's the one the shoulders u can cry on ..
to sis & fud : so untuk next year, ade na celebrate cmni lagi tak ??? suprise tok yati... suprise tok fud...korg tak rindu ke saat manis besama >?karaoke same-same, bling tepung ke hape...mkn kek tiup lilin sama. u awes get together.,,happy , no more tears . dont u miss dat ??
to fud : 'A Picture Worth A Thousand Words', remember dat ??aq ykin ayt tu mesti masih sgar lagi kan. everything happen 4 a reason.. but,, for ur ending, ...... !! its so unfair :(
to u both : cube kenang blik saat bhagia korg besama... tak banyk ,, ckit pun jadi la an...mase sepanjg korg kat melaka..korg na buang kenangan 2 cm 2 jek ke?? bialah kite menyesal skrg, jd menyesal nnti .....u guys need to talk..
to u both again : comelkan gamba ni? aneh tak?? sis,, aq ykin one day kaw msti rindu dgn keanehan yg dye ade,,, n tok c.fud .. mesti rindoo dgn telatah nkal sis aq nih an...
kdg2 aq cemburu dgn ship korg spnjag korg besama... he so lovely ...ok sis?? kaw je xnmpak...beza dgn fad,, if kaw kate xmatured lagi... fad 2 double triple xmtang,,, setiap ape yg jadi ade hikmahnya...insyaallah .u meant together,,, cume skrg u all need a space rite..aq xsuke korg cmni.. hope ending korg tak cmni...cmne aq leyh nges bgai nak rak ? aq xbole tgok aq bhagia..sdgkan yg lain.... tgah drundum masalh... ;(
(Two Is Better Than One ...)
lagu aq tuju tok korg :
When Ur Gone - Avril Lavigne
Tak Kan Pernah Ada - Geisha
C.I.N.T.A - d' Bagindas
[When Youre Gone ]
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
[ read it piecely , sing it deeply, every words suit with u, ]
FUDEYE7 & CLAANSHAY
my last words, maapla ye curik pic korg tnpe izin... it jus want u refresh ur ur happy memories, all those sweet 4 me...tok skrg..korg bnyak2kan bedoa..mintk petunjuk...korg need a space..ruang untuk befikir, ruang untuk masing2 fikirkan kesilapan masing2...cayelah... kemelut yg cmni..mkin memtagkn ship korg..
im not perfect too :|..
i
Salam~
ReplyDeletei really appreciate this entry, i meant it..
thanks ma lil sista.. :-) + :-(
wasalam,,,
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take a rest :)
dun think 2 much .